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Committment

What a fascinating word commitment. I have been committed to many things throughout my life. Committed to proving something to my family and society without regard to my own desires. Committed to putting on a front that didn’t show the pain I felt inside and committed to never ever being alone therefore jumping from one bad relationship to the next.
Commitment shifted for me in 2007, when after 13 glasses of wine and 24 years of being an alcoholic I woke up to the face of my fiancé who had finally had enough and a commitment to not attach himself to the train wreck I had become.
Today I am committed to awakening to the self that exist inside the exterior self that I had served for many years. I am committed to me first and that means being compassionate with myself. Understanding that I am divine and worthy for no other reason than I am. I am committed to honoring the gifts, talents, the highs and the lows of the multi-facet being that I am. Loving this energy called life. This life is me. Today I understand that there are many commitments we can make in this world but without a commitment to self first, to healing our wounds first, to awakening to our authentic self first, we do little to heal ourselves or the world.
Commitment is always the unwavering consistent path to something or somewhere – and I am committed to being guided there, trusting that life, the good of all, is committed to me too. womens conference

April 16th, 2010

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